i knew it...

i hate to say "i told you so..."

...so instead i'll just say "i knew it wouldn't last."

it's what they do.

my heart is breaking and aching for my husband. i hate to see him hurt because of family. but, it's how it is. it's what they do.

we'll see what happens in the next week though. it's like geez, c'mon...right before Christmas?! but, i guess i'm not surprised.

why i love my husband...

me: babe why don't you put on a movie?

kee: "ok"

i walk away and come back into the living room. i look at the tv...

are we watching ECLIPSE again?!

kee: "yeah, i thought you'd like that."

i did. =D

week in review (...so far...)

monday:

-got to go into the OR and watch my patient have open heart surgery. i literally was standing at the head of the bed with anesthesia staring into dude's open chest. it was awesome. and Dr. B and Dr. F are very nice in the OR.

-got rear-ended on the way  home from work. boo.

wednesday:

-finally got to catch up with my lovelies, Car & Mary. i needed them in my life. i missed them entirely too much.

today:

-finally got a response from the responsible party from the accident. today will be dedicated to getting estimates and hopefully getting the ball rolling so i can get my car fixed. i feel ghetto driving in my banged up car and feel as if everyone is staring at me.

i'm in the process of taking Christmas house pictures with all the decor and whatnot. will post a few up soon.

off to get the day started!

I'm such a bitch...

No really, I am. I am going nuts over here. There are some serious family issues going on with the hubby's side of the family. Not that it's unusual. There is always something going on. DRAMA all of the time. At least all the family members are on the same side and speaking now, that's a plus.

I am tired of hearing about it all of the time.

Literally, for the past 2 weeks I have to deal with this crap...
 "Block your facebook so so-and-so doesn't find you."
"Are you busy? Yes? Can you do this...and this...and this...oh and if you have time this. It's for the good of the family."

I call hubby to say hi. He says he can't talk to me. Then I find out he's been on the phone for 3 hours with either his mom, sister, dad, other sister.

I know this is a serious situation going on (and I wish I could speak freely about it so that you all don't think I'm blowing this out of proportion). But really, I'm getting annoyed that this is all we are talking about every single day. And now he's bringing up the idea of moving his sister and her teenage son and pre-teen daughter in with us til they find a place of their own?
I don't want to be a bitch. I understand they need a place to stay, but c'mon now. We have not been married for a month yet and now you want to do all this? I want to pull my hair out.

Looking forward to work tomorrow so I can a.) escape this house for 12 hours. and b.) go out for a night on the town with some of my work girls and not come back to this situation til Saturday.

end rant.

Okay forreals this time....

Yes! I'm married! Our wedding was on Oct 23. Despite the rain and having to move the ceremony indoors last minute, it was perfect. The photobooth was a huge hit. Everyone had a crazy fun time dancing. I could not have been happier. I have the most amazing, uh, husband (still weird saying that). My bridesmaids looked gorgeous! And all the people we love and love us back were together on a most amazing night.
Here's a preview of the professional photos done by our amazing photographer, Brittany Dewester

And our photo booth pic. =)